God, Here I am...Waiting.

This is a poem of sorts that I wrote during an especially trying time in my life. It seems another trying time is upon me at the moment and the Lord led me back to this. No matter what has happened in my life God has always been there. He understands me better than I understand myself. Reading back over this has given me a peace about where I am right now. My right now situation needs some adjusting but I know there is a plan in it. I just need to wait on the Lord and trust in Him to make the right adjustments. I hope this helps and blesses you as much as it did me.

God, Here I am...Waiting.

Ok God, here I am, I’m waiting on you.

I’ve done all I can and I’m just waiting.

Things are falling apart,

This storm is getting rough.

My mind is cloudy.

My heart is broken.

I’m fighting defeating thoughts.

God, are you there?

God, do you hear?

I’m not sure I can make it this time, Lord.

All really does seem lost.

I hear them doubting you, but I can’t agree.

You’ve come through for me so many times before.

I know you’ll come this time too God,

But what’s the waiting for?

I love you

I praise you

And I pray to love you more.

I pray for you to use me Lord,

But right now I feel abused.

I cannot understand this trial that you have put on me.

Could there really be a purpose for all this pain?

All the prayers for your will I’ve prayed;

This is what comes my way?

Oh God, I’m waiting.

I’m unsure.

I’m frightened.

But I will not pray that you take me out of this;

Only that you take me through this.

If this be your will for me;

I’ll walk until I can’t.

Then, dear Lord, I’ll just trust;

Trust you to carry me on.

Image from: http://www.keeperofthehome.org/2012/03/waiting-on-god.html